teratai

oh bunga indah,engkaulah pujaan telah lama kau ku rindukan...wahai bunga indah,

sungguh cantik paras wajahmu,sinar matamu bagaikansetiap insan selalu terpikat,memandangmu

bunga indah,

ku tak menyangka wahaiku sayang,

badai taufan datangdirimu..engkau pun terkulai..dan merunduklah.layu.

tak berseri.lagi.

oh.tolong.diaagarku dapat bersamanya lagi...ku ingin kan

ku sayang berseri seperti semula

buah hati bunchettttttttttttttttttt

si bunchetttttttttttttttttttttt, muhamad firdaus, saye ade 1 rahsie,

|sarang hae|

:)

selamat hari kelahiran...:)

buat diri ini...

muga2,ulangtahun kali ini lebih mendewasakan diri...:)

saye baru je nk menjejak angka

saye dapat ;

dari |muhamad firdaus|..:)

dan ini;

dari,adik

ini;

dari ibu..

hehehe..:)

terima kasih kalian...:)

hohoiiiiiiiiii JPJ

hari ini dalam sejarah!!

tarikh : 22 dis 2010
venue : akademi memandu cott

haih!
hari yg sgt hampeh...

pe lg..saye FAIL..
hahahaha...
dan saye bangge mnjdi di antre klgn calon yang GALUS...
hahaha...

mule2 da nk trkuar da jntg..
gile!!!
pg kot...
sesi 1,no 3...
mmg x la mggelabhnye..
umpama cacing kerawit kapansan...
hahahaha...

masok kete..tros bwk g bukit..
fuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...
lege abis la...
lulus bhaiiii...
sonyun da lbar da...

g plak parking site...
brbekalkan kykinn yg agk tinggi...
strt la wat parking...
da nk kuar da ni...

tbe2,trse kete agak mnjungkit..
hahaha
FAIL...
**ngang btl...

die suh kuar kete...
& brdialog la ak ngn jpj offcer yg jge parking...
JPJ : ala dik...sye da nk bg lulus da...da cnfident da sye tnde nih...awk lggr divider...xbole ea...
aku(sengih2 krng bachin kat situ)...& bermonolog...
"vuuduuu la!!gile sipi nk lulus!!"

bjalan pnh kkecewaan ke pjbt jpj...
tggu turn nk wat jln rye..

mlas nk taip pnjg2...
tp ini antre dialog2 ak ngn jpj yg mm'FAIL'kan ak time wat jln rye!!

jpj : awk ni npe??tkot ke..
aku : xla..(+muke bau bsuk)
jpj : awk ni mndu dalm keadaan mrbhaye..da la,trun...ABG bwk plk...
aku : (mono)"chetttttttttttttttt ade hati lg nk br'abg2'..wa...pe jdh...ak da bnggang ngn ko ni...xpyh nk amek ati ak de"

dan....
dgn banggenye ak FAIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111

aku duduk je tggu turn die plgkn borng...
kbtln trjumpe mkcik faezah kat situ...
die ckp...sue,offcer jpj awk td 2...kite nye offcer yg dlu...

ha......
mmg pdn la...

die mmg suke FAIL kan org kot...
ye la...
nk dpt duittttttttttt...
hahahaha...

xpuas hati...

ni sume sbb FAIL

ele...
kalo lulus??
xde nye ak nk mmaki cam nie...ek??
hahahaha

panjanggggggggggggggggggg....:)

A : available :

available???flexible mugkin...

B : birthday :

28 December 1990

C : crushing on :

ha??not sure la...

D : drink u last had :

sky juice..:)

E : easiest person to talk to :

my mom..beloved mom...:)

F : favorite song at the moment :

SOKO;I'll kill her

H : hometown :

senawang maju..!!

I : in love with :

|kamo|

J : juggle? :

nope!!xpndai!!!

K : killed sum1? :

eermm......if "she" took my beloved away...

HAHAHAHA..

L : longest car ride :

soromban------klate

M : milkshake flavour :

common,chocolate..:)

N : no of siblings :

3

O : one wish :

i want 2 be a HUMAN..

P : person u called last :

sape ea??

R : reason 2 smile :

little funny things..:)

S : song u last heard :

sudirman.patahhhh hatiiiii...

hihihi...

T : time 2 woke up :

something 9??

hehehe..

U : underwear colour :

waa???

xpyh jwb la..

V : vegetable :

all kind of veg. kecuali..

peria!!

W : worst habit :

hehehe...xtw la...

X : x ray's u've most recently :

medical check-up

Y : yoyos are :

YOYOS..HAHAHA...

Z : zodiac sign :

capricorn,

randomness

ur fav. no. :

8

what colour do u wear most :

hitam + putih

least fav colour :

bright colour

what r u listening to :

all genre of music

r u happy with ur life right now :

totally happy!!

what is ur fav class in school :

emm...agame??

who is/are ur best friend :

:)

hehe..

r u outgoing :

perhaps

fav pair of shoes :

sneakers

can u dance :

hahahaha...

no komen la!

can u tie a cherry stem with ur mouth :

xpnh try plk..

bole kot..

:)

can u whistle :

nope!!!

cross ur eyes :

cross my eyes??

cannot la..

walk with ur toes curled :

yea!!

do u believe in

do u believe in life in other planet :

yes

do u believe in miracles :

ahah!of course!!

do u believe in magic :

yes..hehehe

luv at first sight :

cannot last longer until u know them well

:)

do u believe in santa :

nope!!

do u know how 2 swim :

hahaha...

xtw...

bodo...

do u like roller coaster :

benci!!

do u think u can handle the stuff they eat on those reality show :

tidak mungkin

have u ever been on a plane :

ow..hampir...

have u ever asked sum1 out :

mesti la pnh..

:)

have u ever been to the ocean :

i'm totally fall in love with it..

:)

have u ever painted ur nails :

hahaha...xponah!!

the what's

what is the temperature outside :

panas..

xtw la bpe degree celcius..

hahaha

what radio station do u listen :

sorry..

makcik x dgr radio..;P

what was the last restaurant u ate at :

the chicken rice shop...

bukan sekadar nasik ayam..

hehehe

what was the last thing u bought :

air mineral h20..

what was the last thing on TV u watched :

muvie,entitled 'gamer'..

best woooo...

plkon..

gerard butler..:)

the who's

who was the last person's u IM :

my neighbour

who the last person u took a picture of :

x engat!!

who was the last person u said i love u to :

|kamo|

crying section

ever really cried ur heart out :

hahah...of course le..

ever cried on ur friend's shoulder :

selalu...

ever cried over the opposite sex :

ever!!

hehehe..

do u cry when u get an injured :

sumtimes

do certain songs make u cry :

ahah!!

ade2..

:)

happy section

r u a happy person :

dunno...tye mereke yg mgnali sye..:)

what is ur current hair colour :

dark brown

currently wearing

what shirt r u wearing :

t-shirt with 'saya sayang mak saya'

on it..

hehehe

pants :

track-suit

shoes :

berkaki ayam..

gile pe nk pki kasot dlm umah???

necklaces :

ade..

a gift...

in a guy

fav eye colour :

pe2 la warne mate die..

:)

short/long hair :

short

height :

please...

please...

u must have been taller than me...

:)

have u ever

been to jail :

no...pling x pon...blik displin kat skola dlu2..

hehehe

mooned sum1 :

i'm not sure la pe mksod soaln nie...

thought about suicide :

never!!

laugh so hard u cried :

ade2..

gelk goling2..

cried in school :

:)

ade kan??

thrown up in a store :

xpnh lg la..

wanted 2 be a model :

my pleasure!!

:)

seen a dead boy :

dlm tb..

byk...

been on drugs :

no..

tiade yg slain di dlm ubt2..

gone skinny dipping :

???

this or that

pepsi or coke :

due2 xsuke..

mc donald's or buger king :

mc donald's

single or group date :

single..

:)

chocolate or vanilla :

choc

strawberries or blueberries :

blueberries

meat or vegies :

both???

:)

tv or muvies :

muvies

guitar or drums :

piano xde??

hehehe

adidas or nike :

adidas

chinese or mexican :

hehehe...

xtw le...

:)

esspiiiemmm a.k.a spm

ssh ni cik nadzirah abdul halim...:)

i'll try my best!!!

gambate!!!

1. If someone says , " is this okay ? " you says

i'm not okay;MCR

2. How you describe yourself ?

Lucky;Jason Mraz

3. What do you like in guy/girl ?

innocence;avril lavinge

5. What is your life's purpose ?

stayin' alive;bee gees

6. What's is your motto ?

on top;the killers

7. What do you friends think of you ?

ayu;VE...HAHAHA!!

8. What do you think of your parents ?

Love u till the end;the pogues

9. What do you think about very often ?

l.o.v.e;nat king cole

10. What is 2 + 2 ?

simple;katy perry

11. What do you think of your best friend(s)

missing u;black eyed peas

12. What do you think about the person you like ?

u mean everything to me;neil sedaka

13. What is your life story ? :

complicated;avril lavinge

14. What do you want to be when you grow up ?

human;the killers

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like ?

stay here;jewel

16. What will you dance to at your wedding ?

gee;SNSD...HEHE!!

17. What will they play at your funerel ?

Fur elise;mozart

18. What is your biggest fear ?

ghost of u;MCR

19. What is your biggest secret ?

unholy confession;avenged sevenfold

20. What will you post this as ?

cool;gwen stefani

saye mahu tag;

cik hasdatul nur faezah

fasha sandha

i love her quotes about haters;

''Haters are confused admires"

hehehe...

:)

sebab sye da di'tag'

sbb sye da ditag..i've to wrote 25 things about me??ahah!!...byk nie...

nk tulis pe ea?

1.name diberi nurul suhaida binti kamarudin.pggl sue.in any form of sue...i mean,whateve pon ejaannye..aslkan sbtnnye...(sue)..:).sue,su...sme je kan?..tp time mude rmje dulu,org pggl kite,(susu)..weird ek??but...sye suke le!!:)..pggl pe2 je...nurul pon bole jugak!!hahaha...ko jgn buang tabiat pggl aku nurul...hihihi...pendek katenye;my glamor name;sue..(kkdg trse gak nme i ni sedap!!:P)..what??betol weyh...

2.lahir?tahon 1990.disember.28.kekadng tue brtye juge dri ini..mgpe xmo kuar time 1 jan 1991..ujung na trikh lahir ini...kekadng 2,trlupe bufday sendiri...skrg xprlu rsau!sbb...ade org yg akn mgigtknnye...ahah!:)mak kate,lhir a few minutes b4 12 noon..apakah??tgah2 hari bute mggelabah nk tgok dunie...plik suggh diri...tp,i2 sume dgn khndak-Nya..:)

3.siblings?usah dtye...xramai..3 aje..sye ank sulung...adik ke-2.nur aqmal.adik yg last.mohd aleef..2 gurl,and one and only boy...sbb die one and only la..pragai..haram jadah!mcam..haih..segan la nk sebut..:)pe2 pon..ak syg gile kt mreke..(perhaps la kan)hehehe...

4.sye sgt suke wrne..ape ek?nth...hehehe..universal kot..but simply,white or black..mcm yin yang..ade wrne +ve,wrne -ve..:)basically,sye suke wrne2 bumi..wrne2 plain..wrne yg simple2 la..

bukan yg grg2..mugkin wrne2 2 x sesuai ngn sye..:)

5.sye sseorg yg agk plik...mugkin...krne kalo insn2 lain brsalman ngn sye...mreke akn wat muke yg sgt plik..ha??da bese da...sbb;tgn sye agk lmbb2,bsh2,wet2 sikit..of coz le owg geli nk salam...

what??ade ak kesah??hahahaha...:)..but sumtimes,bnde 2 actually mnrunkn self-esteem sye..what to do ek...sye suke bgini...xpyh pki losen...hahaha....ni part yg plng best...kalo ade mkcik2 yg salam..msti die kate,ea,lmbutnye tgn...xwat keje nie...hahaha...mkcik??excuse me...oke...(euww)...sbb die mkcik...sengih je la yg mmpu...:)

6.my favourite hoodie;of coz my hp,nokia N70.,becoz it is one of the medium ntok sye mghubungi mereke yg trsyg...:)then,my lappy;my jam tgan...from my mum...since sye 12 tahon..waaa...lme nggak??lme kan sye smpn...pe lg ea?ah!my necklace,from |muhamad firdaus nordin|...:)...n anything yg dhadiahkan kpd sye oleh mreke2 yg myayangi sye...xtrsebot kot kt sini...ehehe..:)

7.sye xpnh mmpunyai cite2...sumph!!hehehe:)...sye ni bole diibrtkan sperti hidop tnpe arh tujuan...tiade hale...kalo ade suare2 yg mnye sye,cite2 ape ea?...sye men jwb je..doktor ke,cikgu ke,nurse ke...sbb sye xsuke akn prncgan...hahahah...loser ek??becoz,sum1 that r failed to plan,is plan to failed...nth la...no komen...(artis gitu)...:)

8.sye sgt suke tgok ksot org...hahaha...any kind of kasot la..kasot ke,selipar ke,sandal ke...

xtw mgape...tp mte sye ni akn mngkap imej kasot dhulu sblm imej empunye kasot 2...hehehe...:)

9.wlopn sye xde cte2...tp sye ade byk mint...when i say byk...i mean it...sgt byk...lbh2 lg mnt yg mnjurus ke arah...mmbntuk isteri yg ideal..ahaha!!:)...take 4 example;sye sgt mnt mmsak...tp,hampehnye,msk xsodap...hehehe...sye suke mnjait...n at this moment...sye dlm usahe untok myiapkan cross stitch,..serius weyh...susah!!!...:P..sye mnt tok bukak business...hehehe...business wedding planner...so swiitttttttt...:)trust me la...mint yo lobih..bak kte owg..hangat2 tahi ayam...:)hehehe...kesian ko aym..

10.sye sgt kedekut...!!!...sori derr...aku mmg kedekut...taik idong masin...hehehe...bkn pe...jimat,untok mse hdpn...t sng...xpyh mggagau cri duet...hehehe...ea,money is important,hun...mmg la money is not everything,but,everything needs money..kan??...:)

11.sye sgt brpegang kpd,petua...hehehe...pntg dgr petua2 org dlu...hehehe...mst nk ikot,:)...agk kolot ek...sbb minded bdk2 skng nie agk trbuke luas...hahaha....xksh la...:)

12.kalo tgok muke,org akn expect sye nie minah leleh...hehehe...kdg2 2 leleh la...bese ar..pmpuan kowttt...:)...msti owg expect sye ni gemar mlayn lgu2 tgkp chintan..hehehe..tp...tidak...sye suke lyn lgu keras...hehehe...lgu2 yg agk brserabot...huih...sdp kott...:)sbgai contoh;lgu kegemaran sye,chop suey by s.o.ad..:)

13.ini adleh mereke yg trpenting dlam hidop sye..1)parents.2)family.3)|kamu|4.)sahabt.5)saye..:)kerane drimu bgi2 brharge..:)

14.jgn buat taik ngn sye...sbb sye akn bg taik blik pd mreke2 yg bg taik kat sye...ea??pe??what u give,u get back la!!hehehe....xdela...sye,xbgitu...baik mgkin...:)...sdikit baik...

15.i have a capability tok meniru signature anyone..handwritng pon sye bole copy paste...hahaha...so...beware!!hehehe....sbb bhye kn,klo signature kite owg bole copy paste...klbhn ini amt mmdhkan,sbb kalo ade ape2 letter yg mmrlukan tnde tgn my parents,xpyh ssh2....tiru jek...:)

16.sye seorang gadis yg sgt pemurah dgn air mate...hahahahaha...mmg leleh...nk2 lg bab2 perasaan,hati,jiwe2 nie....mmg power arr...owg kate air mte 2 snjte kan...hehehehe...bkn...sye xjdikannye sbgi snjte...tp sbg plarut duke...mak kate...air mate 2,bole tngkan prasaan...n...as always,that's so true!!!...what??xprcye???cube....xcube xtw kan...hehehe....

17.smpi skng sye msh trtye2...mgpe lelaki ni ade EGO mereke...apakah??apakah ego???apakah???xpahm la....:P..da 20 taon ak idop...ak msih lg bodo bab2 ego lelaki nie...

ade ape ngn ego??apakh???...

18.sye rse sye ade cacing...mkn byk nk mmpos...mmg...mkn byk smpi nk mmpos...tp plik...blik cuti nie,sume owg kate...ea??kurusnye...bloody hell!!ak mkn byk2...kurus koba ea??...sye x mgamalkn ape2 program diet oke...daa...:)

19.brangn2 mat jenin,nk pki skII...hahaha...kejadah ko sue??lyk ke??...xsdr dri ek...hrge sbtol da la brtos2...lg 1,mrepek nauzubillah...skII 2,ade stu product,base,water je kot...++ chemical pe nth,hrge xnk cch rtusan rggt plk kan??...pe slhnye ksi can kat owg2 yg mcm ak ni lawa gak??tp seyes weyh...muke2 mreke yg mmki skII,mmmmnnnnnnnggggggggg...terbaik dr ladang!!!hahaha...tp mak kate,mkn jmu je la...cntik jugak...:)so swiiit la mak....:)

20. suke floss gigi...smart seyh...:)hehehe...mmg gigi nmpk sgt kems after di floss...:)...

21.mknn fav??ow..i melantk pe2 je...hehehe...nk2 lg mknn free...hihi...xsdp pon jdik sdp...free kowt...duit slmt,pwot kyng...hti??senang!!!hehehe....

22.this is my favourite quotes:mortal is a puppet in contention,between feelings and consideration...|fatin athirah yusof|...:)mksodnye??hang crik la sndiri..:P...

23.faisal tehrani...satu name yg sye sgt kagumi...i like all his pieces of work...karya tulisn beliau adalah satu seni...:)...my fav one:ratu kosmetik...unik.beatiful.

24.haih???pe lg ea???-------:)

25.setelh,brpnt lelah mnulis almost 25 thing u should know about me,hehehe...at last,sye xtw nk tag spe...hehehe..but,thanks,faezah...sbb tg sye...:)

17 again

bru abez mlayn muvie yg btajok:

17 AGAIN

ow..mungkin aku agk trlmbt...

hehehe....cite ni da basi da kowtttttttt...

but...

in my point of view...

this is another swiiiiiiiiiiiiittttttttttttt muvie...

yakah?

bg aku le...

unique.

stu garapan muvie yg lain dr yg lain....

mgkin bg sstgh pihk...

ienye agk klishe...

sbb;

agk trkinje2..mlht watak heronye..

zac efron..(euwww)

yg sgt chenta kpde aweknye...

sggop brgadai mse dpn...

smte2 nk idop bsme2 aweknye....

:)

sgt manis kan??

hehehe...

kite mgimpikan sseorang yg bgitu...

yg sggop bgadai pe sahje tok dri kite...

tapi...

kejadah kau??

die pon ade cite2 die...

ade hidop die...

hahahaha....

jgn tllalu mncri yg smpurne...

krane...

pasti...

kite xkn jmpe...

trime la mereke seadenye...

:)

xsusah kan?

:the boyfriend:

Aparently this is the Boyfriend of every normal girl's "dreams" ;

When you break her heart- [ the pain NEVER really goes away ]

When she misses you - [ she's hurting inside ]

When she says its over - [ she STILL want you to be hers ]

When she walks away from you mad - [ Follow her]

When she stare's at your mouth - [ Kiss her ]

When she pushes you or hit's you - [ Grab her and don’t let go ]

When she start's cursing at you - [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]

When she ignore's you - [ Give her your attention]

When she pulls away - [ Pull her back ]

When you see her at her worst - [ Tell her she's beautiful ]

When you see her start crying - [Just hold her and don’t say a word ]

When you see her walking - [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]

When she's scared - [ Protect her ]

When she lay's her head on your shoulder - [ Tilt her head up and kiss her ]

When she steal's your favorite hoodie - [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a

night]

When she tease's you - [ Tease her back and make her laugh]

When she looks at you with doubt - [ Back yourself up with the TRUTH]

When she say's that she like's you - [ she really does more than you could understand ]

When she grab's at your hands - [ Hold her's and play with her fingers ]

When she bump's into you - [ bump into her back and make her laugh]

When she tells you a secret - [ keep it safe and untold ]

When she looks at you in your eyes - [ don’t look away until she does ]

When shes cold - [ hold her till shes warm ]

- Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything

-DON'T let her have the last word

-DON'T call her hot, But Gorgeous or beautiful is soo much better

- Say you love her more than she could ever love you

- Argue that she is the best girl ever

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

- When she says she's ok don’t believe it, talk with her

- becau​se 10 yrs later she'll remember you

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up

- Treat her like she's all that matters to you

-Stay up all night with her when she's sick

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid

- Give her the world

- Let her wear your clothes

- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her

- Let her know she's important

- Kiss her in the pouring rain

- When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;

"Who's ass am I kicking today baby?"

saye RINDU..

sumpah!!!!

saye rindu..

anakhalal

ouh

kecewe..

salahkah??

saye ANAK HALAL...

bukan lahir dari ikatan yang tidak sah...

cume...

IBUBAPA saye,saudara..[bersepupu]

lahir saye,

mungkin saye kurang dari segi AKAL...

tapi saye ade HATI.PERASAAN.

kalian tidak tahu kah??

saye juge seperti kalian.

MANUSIA.

ANAK HALAL.

|sampai.mati|

saye terfikir untuk ini;

untuk menulis sesuatu kepada

KAWAN.SAHABAT

saye ade,

bermacam-banyak-variasi-pelbagai

KAWAN.SAHABAT

name mereke?

ouh,tidak perlu dinyatakan;

terlalu ramai-mugkin.

kerana yang penting mereke semue tetap satu;

[kawan,sahabat]

saye sayang mereke=sungguh-sungguh,

kerane mareke;

saye kenal dunie,belajar mngenainye;

terime kasih;

[jaoh.paling dalam.dari hati]

buat mereke,

kawan.sahabat.

sedari saye masih higusan-sehingga saye menginjak usie ini;

terime kasih kepade semua mereke;

yang saye berkongsi ketawa,

air mate,

suke.

duke,

bahagie,

derite.

mereke semua:

memang!!

terbaik!!

tidak kirela anda XX atau XY atau XXY atau XYY;

ouh-

wujudkah??

ngee~

tidak kirelah anda macam biskut @ tak.

anda tetap

satu;

[kawan.sahabat]

|kawan.sampai.mati|

bak kate seorang mereke;

kawan,seronok yang sebenar.

madu.airmata

kepada sesiape yang bergelar SUAMI;

xdinafikan lelaki mmg bole kahwin 4;

tp...

klo tye si ISTERI...

mahukah diMADUkan???

xsanggop.xmmpu.

spe sggop??walupon MADU i2 M.A.N.I.S.

|manismacamMADU|

tp mnisnye i2..bkn untok sang ISTERI...

madu itu AIRMATE...

kasihanilah.mengertilah.

sape yang sggop brkongsi KASEH??

anda pon xmahu kan???

she is:

cinderella's step sister..

mane 1??

dalam dunie nie hanye ade 2 jenis kawan:

i)kawan mase susah dan senang;

ii)kawan mase senang sahaje...

|jadi|

yg mane 1;

ANDA??

the oldies..

waktu dulu2...

saye.dan.die.

:)

:)

kepada; D.I.E;

yang disane,

to my |gulehaty|;

SARANG HAE...

;)

perasaan

cinta.

adalah langkah terakhir dalam rentetan perasaan.

cinta.

adalah suatu nikmat.

maka nikmatilah cinta.

jangan tangisi ia.

kerana.

cinta untuk dinikmati.

bukan ditangisi.

itulah cinta.

suasana ajaib.

yang tidak pernah cukup perkataan.

untuk mentafsirkannya.

dr.hm tuah iskandar.